stressful...

don't know why???when I entered Form 4...I felt stressful!!!!!
because so many things need to memorise...I really can't do it???
But I already promise myself to do whatever I can and do the BEST..
and now,I don't know what should I do!!!
I feel very tired everyday, no mood to study..
when I saw my friends study, I keep thinking when should I start for study?
And some of my friends never study at all,and everyday talked about games only also can get a good result than me..
How can I going to success???Is I not enough do exercise or reading or lazy?what's wrong to me?
I also don't know..I want go out to relax...I don't want at home!!who want with me???nobody..they all said want study because exam is coming soon...haiz!!!this make me more stress..My birthday is coming soon but I also don't know how to celebrate with myself..everyday tuition tuition no free time!!!How???no need celebrate la!!!Birthday only mah???Is a big festival? My answer is NO...Not interested at all!!!

very bored..

sad day...

today actually is very happy day!!! suddenly I got scolded from my tuition teacher.. because I didn't memorise the petikan terpilih..today is my first time I didn't memorise!!!totally have 18 people didn't memorise today. Unfortunately, today sir ask us about it..he said if we cannot answer, no need come for tuition again!!! that time, my heart feel very afraid..Because I'm not the person who do not want to study..today teacher was very very angry about us..he said we waste our parents money to go for tuition and also donate money to the OKU...wah...that time I felt very very unhappy! I was thinking why I did not memorise??? if I forget about it or too busy to do other homework???I really don't know don't know....before the lessons end, he ask those who cannot answer the petikan terpilih mark on the name lists and no need go for tuition again...that time my heart told me after the lesson I must say sorry the teacher!!! But when I told him about this, he said he must be fair for everyone. And my kind friend, wan yong also help me to say: "老师，你可以留下一个Ivy 吗？他真的很好...that time my heart very 感动....当然，我的眼泪也流了下来...and I really cry, cry and cry...don't know why??? I very sad^^may be 我很舍不得这一班..then, suddenly teacher ask them to come back next week..after my feeling getting okay, then I said thank you to teacher...the boys also very polite! before they going back they also said : "老师，对不起！谢谢你，你的人真好..."when I was in car, my mum ask me why I cry...then I told her about all the things what was happen!!My mum said that,
 teacher do like that is for those students who really don't want to study and waste their parents money..you different, theme to go for tuition is for learning something..didn't memorise only mah!!!aiya...you are the 1st time didn't do, then kenal already!!! today you really very " SUEY"....Beside that, my other friends also have sms me she is zhi ern said that don't be sad la!!! let teacher think 1 week..may be he will change his mind again...then I reply her and told her that teacher already change his mind..Thank you for caring me!!see you next week and study hard!!!!!

After this, I promise myself must study hard form now!!!I want tell the teacher actually I can do it! 我要证明给他看，我是行的！

2155, Saturday

today is saturday, but I'm doing homework and sleep whole day..
And now, I don't know what I'm going to do!!!
I'm waiting for my aunty essay. Because I ask her help me to check my essay..
so,anyways!!!be patient bah..
this few day I want go to watch movie but nobody want fetch me go...
haiz...
how how how?
I want watch "做人" and "未来警察"....

still have 2 week..
my birthday is coming soon...
yeah...
I'm waiting for that day coming..don't know why?
I like birthday...haha
because my friends will celebrate with me..
the person who birthday today usually will very happy...
like me lo!!!every year my birthday, I will very happy 1...

haiz...after my birthday, I need to sit for mid-year exam..
sad...need to preparing from now..
because Form 4 is not easy as lower form..
need to memorise and understand many things..
so, everyday must do exercise and study it..
because I want to get my target...
I hope this time I can really leave my target there..
God bless^^

haha..nothing to do in car...random take...

My brother take for me 1...

while waiting for my mum to fetch me back after tuition...at Kota Laksamana!!

Good morning...

♥hun
I missing you out of a sudden
suddenly saw you in my FB friends=)
I just realize that is so not true when I am saying I am not missing you
maybe my friend was right
I put you in deep down inside my heart
n I am focus on my stuff,my assignments,midterm..

I miss you..
when there is any midterm,final exam
you sit outside on your specific place XD
n make noise >_<
you just kacau everyone cannot concentrate to study..
Sometimes
when I heard there is somebody out there,
I hoping you are the one who knock my door :'(
I miss the time we study together, texting , fluff-ing ♥

because you like APPLES.

Three apples. One for you, one for me. The last one is ours. Oh apples!