FROM NOW ON : November 2009

FROM NOW ON : November 2009
' SMILES ' all the time...

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Hokkien Poem

Children is gina kia,
Bird is chiao kia,
Korean Car is Kia,
Give birth is seh kia,
Furniture is Ikia,
Police is mata kia,
Small house is chu kia,
Phone is Nokia,
Malay is huana kia,
Hindu is kitleng kia,
Guai lou is Ang Mo Kia,
Chinese is Teng Lang kia,
Bad guy is pai kia,
Good guy is ho kia,
Person who read this is gong kia,
If you laugh you're Siow kia...
hahahahahahahaha............

Thursday, June 24, 2010

because this is what I am ( no matter what you say or do)

I’m a girl.
I have feelings.
I overreact.
I underestimate.
I overestimate.
I over think everything.
I look too deep into everything’s meaning.
I dream big.
My expectations are high.
I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t.
Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you.
That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it.
When I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know.
And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

I’ve always avoided fights.
I make jokes instead.
I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation.
I pretend to want things I don’t want, and I pretend not to want things I do want.
No one gets hurt.
Except me.
The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don’t know what I want.
I just know I want it to be easy.


If whatever you do or say makes you happier.
Go ahead, I won't comment, I won't fight back.
I'm too tired or you can say I'm a loser, a coward, or/and a failure.

hidden pain

Addison: Nobody beat me. Nobody tried to steal my baby. Nobody stabbed me,
but…I am wounded, Sam.

Sam: Noah?
 
Addison: [sighs] My heart is broken. And I shouldn’t even complain about it, because nothing happened. Nothing happened to me, not like what happened to the Larsons or Violet. You know, sometimes I’m almost jealous of them? Because everybody can see their injuries so they have a right to be messed up. I sent Noah back to his wife and I did the right thing and my heart is ... broken.
 
-Private Practice

I guess this is why people try their hardest not to underestimate the pain others feel, no matter whether or not they seem fine. Some injuries aren't always visible to the naked eye.

 

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Penagkap Pengkhidmatan 2010





I with the Orang Kurang Upaya took photo...


At the Muzium TLDM
Form 4 scouts that are attending the Pengkhidmatan!!!
I love this cute child, he really cute!!! I love him so much...


Thursday, June 3, 2010

Holidays...

I was very happy from yesterday because I just finished my exam yesterday..
and today I'm ponteng because for escape the gotong-royong!!!!
Our class very swt right!
but anyways go to school also nothing to do!!!
this holidays I am very busy..
first week needs to go MBYS Fellowship camp with SFI boys and IJC girls...
when I'm back on thursday!!! then later want to go add maths tuition somemore...then may be after tuition want go ACS for camp fire...then the following day(friday) need to wake up early somemore about 8am must reached ACS already for going to help the Orang Kurang Upaya...
haiz...I think is a quite nice activity for me!!!haha...


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just edit....

my future boyfriends.....haha